I don’t understand why people say the things they do to other, why they think it’s okay to hurt someone else. I have been through a lot since I was a child to now and I never once thought that being called names as an adult would be worse then being bullied as a young teenager in High school. The sad part about hurting others is it always ends up being the person closest to us the person that we shouldn’t be hurting but we are.
Bitch, Drama Queen, Liar, Controlling this is just a few of the things I’ve been called in just 2 months and from people that I once highly cared about. I broke down into a million pieces and spent half of my night in tears and the other half curled up on my bed surfing the internet. How could they say those things? How can they take a small misunderstanding and blow up to the point of no return? Do they see that they are hurting me and the people around me? These were the questions replaying over and over in my head and If it weren’t for Zach(my boyfriend) who came up to cheer me up; I probably would of hid in our bedroom all night and most of today. The words he said to me were simple but yet had so much meaning in them “Ignore them and don’t let them get to you” and that’s exactly what I decided to do. I chose exactly that, I chose not to allow them to define who I am for I know and He knows who I truly am.
I may of been Run over and Squashed but I got back up and am now taking control of the situation by ignoring them and moving on with our lives.